In You I Trust
Yesterday was a good day I felt, the team played decently, not really close to what I know we can do, but I was certain when I left the pitch that we improved on the things we had wanted to work on before this. So that in itself is good, regardless of the score.
On the other end of things, Man U managed to break the curse of the the dragao stadium in Portugal to come out slim 1-0 but deserving winners for sure. I was a bit worried when I heard that Fletch was injured but Anderson did really well, and one could not help but laugh when he shrugged his shoulders in a "what did i do wrong?" pose when he was taken out near the end of the match. But he was immense, really was.
Home as always, is never a place I want to be nowadays, I really feel there is not better time than now to get away from all this, but it will have to wait. Its really sad how the family has turned out to be and has been a real disappointment to me. I wish I STILL wanted to change things, but I gave up on that idea a long time ago. The more I think about it, the more my blood boils but its ok, one can only do so much i guess. Especially when the true leadership in the family is lacking, the others who actually cannot help but realise that they will never have the leverage to do things. Writing about this is already making me so angry.
Oh well, its ok. I am grateful for the presence of God, for He never abandons you no matter what.
In God, I always trust.
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Between a Rock and a Hard Place
Oh man time really flies, and we are already into our second game tomorrow. What can I say, the previous week was not too bad a start, I feel we could have done better, but I would still
say that it is a better start performance wise as compared to the previous two years. But other than that as I always say, its not how we start but really how we finish that matters.
Lots of problems have come my and the team's way and suffice to say we are a team that is hurting. To me not necessarily a bad thing if we have the character to overcome it, all these obstacles will be for the better.
Other than that I have been planning things I hope to leave as soon as possible really because things at home have been unbearable to say the least. The other day's dinner on
sunday was seriously the last straw and it just assures me that leaving is the right thing. I think its really tough to be faced with so much pressures and to return home only for things to get worse. Don't get me wrong i am not some
emo-filled teenager anymore, everything I speak here is just that, as bad as it is. I
realli hope to get a fresh start come June.
Other than that, I am planning to climb Mount
Kinabalu on 1 Jun, as a way to end of my time here in Singapore. I have always wanted to climb it but never really had the time, so I am glad that I will finally have the opportunity to do so. Plus a spot of white water rafting. All this with my uncle. I really feel that I derive so much joy from the
ppl whom I am not suppose to be close to but I am really glad for them.
Other than that, its back to the pitch, and another game in hand. Hope will have time to blog about it, but I just wanna say that no matter what, I will never stop believing and pushing on. Its one if not THE toughest season I have had but I have never been more determined.
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