Looking for a light

Today I had a good long talk with Uni and it gave me the inspiration to go and start blogging again consistently. Its been a while cos I have been busy, but well, dont think thats a good excuse. A few things have happened soa llow me to talk about them.

When Simple is Beautiful

Today, for the first time in a long time, i managed to find some free time before tuition to pay Uni a visit. We had a good walk and sat down once again at the very place where i used to wait for her, and started talking. Its realli amazing how such a simple thing as talking can be so wonderful, I realised that talking to Uni is always an incredibly new experience, all the thoughts we share and the continuos reassuring to each other was really good.

So my suggestions to all is dat when things seem so complicated, and frustrating, just fall back on the basic, fall back on talking and communicating, and u won't go wrong.

Being Stabbed From the Front

Yesterdae, in a bid to gain more experience, i made a short presentation about the WTS to my family, which i thought would be good since it was a new topic which I wasnt too sure in presenting. It was hard lar, but I tried my best. Shortly after ending it though I was the victim of my Uncle's vicious verbal attack. So much so that I quickly walked away from it. My mom instead stood up for me and defended my decisions, and I love her so much for it.

But I told myself that I had to take the criticism in a positive manner. And i realised that at least he was "stabbing" me from the front and i could take a chance to avoid it, yet at the same time realise the danger. So i walked up to him and thanked him for giving me his 2 cents, tried to be gentlemanly lar, cos I think as long as u walk away at peace wif yourself u have achieved something.

Friends Going Away

I realised that Cecil will prob be going to US to study, and tog wif him not only goes a good friend but also a team mate, and my musical dreams. Its true that one should pursue ones dreams regardless of everything, but somehow somethings will just change. Guess it will be inevitable so many of my frends are leaving. Sometimes i envy them, but most of the time i just tell myself, and i believe that I have plenty, or rather one, main reason to stay.

Out.

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Finally, I have a bit of time on my hands, and more importantly the inspiration to blog.

Losing Grip

I think in life, our friends and family are all like rope which are helping us to the top, friends and famliy provide us with support, with a shoulder to cry on, with laughs and smiles that brighten up our day, but today, somehow, I just realised that in my effort to get to the top, my great desire is causing me to tug harder and harder on the ropes, and they are beginning to fray, i can feel it.

But, well just like any of us, I'm just a normal guy, trying to finsd my way in life. Currently, I'm rather down, and frustrated, with how things are turning out, but I willl have to keep on trudging my way. It may take forever, but just gotta keep on moving.

The ropes are fraying, i feel it, but i just gotta keep moving, can't stop.

Not now.

Out.

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