Looking for a light

In You I Trust

Yesterday was a good day I felt, the team played decently, not really close to what I know we can do, but I was certain when I left the pitch that we improved on the things we had wanted to work on before this. So that in itself is good, regardless of the score.

On the other end of things, Man U managed to break the curse of the the dragao stadium in Portugal to come out slim 1-0 but deserving winners for sure. I was a bit worried when I heard that Fletch was injured but Anderson did really well, and one could not help but laugh when he shrugged his shoulders in a "what did i do wrong?" pose when he was taken out near the end of the match. But he was immense, really was.

Home as always, is never a place I want to be nowadays, I really feel there is not better time than now to get away from all this, but it will have to wait. Its really sad how the family has turned out to be and has been a real disappointment to me. I wish I STILL wanted to change things, but I gave up on that idea a long time ago. The more I think about it, the more my blood boils but its ok, one can only do so much i guess. Especially when the true leadership in the family is lacking, the others who actually cannot help but realise that they will never have the leverage to do things. Writing about this is already making me so angry.

Oh well, its ok. I am grateful for the presence of God, for He never abandons you no matter what.

In God, I always trust.

Out.

posted by Me @ 12:32 PM