For Friends and Family
Today my car refused to budge an inch, couldnt even start, and I missed class for like the first time in a year.
But thru all the panic and what not. Just wanna say;
A big thank you.
To
Mr Melvin Tan and
Mr Gan, who offered their help today.
To the
fruit stall aunty for her two cents worth and free fruit juice.
To my
uncle Azni and
Ikhwan's tutor, who helped out tremendously.
To
Beng, for providing me the company all the while.
Seriously, if not for you guys, I will still be stuck and mired. Thank you thank you thank you.
Lucky Escape
Phew, what a lucky escape Man U! I was really upset with the lack of fighting spirit Man U showed against Boro, and yes I must admit we were damn lucky that we didnt get a penalty and O Shea sent off in the match, cos it was indeed a penalty.
Very lucky.So yesterday as I was channel surfing I realised that the Chelsea match was on and to my extreme surprise, they drew too! So, its still 3 points with about 4 matches left, although man u have a tough run-in with both Everton and Man City away, and even West Ham, who will fight their asses off if they find out they have a chance to stay up on the final day.
Anyways, the past few days has been a good time to reflect and realise what was important to me. I realise that I tend to hold on to things for too long at times, but most of the time, I am always upset when it comes to something that I should have done but did not do. So most of the time, I realise that emo-ness is stemmed from frustration at myself.
But anyways, I had a good jog the other day, all the way till the end of ECP, havent been back there for like 5 years, and it was really serene and peaceful (except for the tube of lubricant on the ground). Made me think bout a lot of things, but I came out
much more determined than ever to keep fighting the good fight.
I feel less frugal nowadays, haha, as in im still frugal when it comes to food, but yesterday sudednly my uncle just handed me an Mp3 player, and my mom is still bugging me to get that laptop soon. Shux. This week is a busy week as always, but as always I'd rather it be busy than free.
Oh and JR is gonna be back on the team soon, in bout 5 days in fact, so dat will be simply awesome.
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What would he do?
Could barely get any sleep, and cos of dat now I am damn sleepy, haha so weird. Shux. But aiyah, there was so much to think about from yesterday, and somehow I felt so helpless looking at things. Damn emo lar.
I keep asking myself.
What would Lombardi do?Out.
Bravery: Facing up to the Challenge
Be brave and courageous, girls.Please take time to watch this video, it is realli testament to the fact that as long as you have the willingness to confront the obstacles in front of you, the sky is the limit. Had he taken his disability as a barrier, Rick would never be able to live a full life. Yet, even without being able to walk and talk he has done something none of us fully-abled have even dreamnt of.
Bravery will always take you places, do not fear to confront the unknown, do not take a step back,
STAY AND FIGHT. Because its worth it. We, all of us, only live once, and we will never have this chance again, so do not let something as simple as your own fears and anxieties overcome you. face up to the challenge, it is there as a sign from God that he cares for you, and truly God wants you to overcome it to become a better person.
Be brave and courageous.Dat is the best way to live.
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7-1
First and formost, what a wonderful European night it was yesterday, and the football played was breathtaking, unbelievable. only thing was dat I watached it alone, but it was good enough, I cheered so much in the opening half hour it was incredible my parents didnt wake up.
Anyways, its great to see people training hard, I remember telling beng yesterday how training reminded me so much of the 2002 year, when we used to train so late, that we could not even see the ball by the time we ended. I'm proud of everybody, thank you for stepping up, we are by no means the most talented bunch of individuals, but I am sure, that god willing hard work will pay off.
And I also hope to those who have not, now is a better time than any to do so. Lorena and Phy, thanx for having the faith in me and yourselves to keep training hard, I am sure your hard will def. pay off.
That being said, a week more to the comp, a week from now will be our first game, and I hope evrything will go well.
Lastly, I realli suck at poison ball I tell you, figured I cant stay alive for long, damn. =p
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Spinning
Hard hard day, and my head has been rocking literally spinning considering the many things I have to think about before tomorrow. But before anything I just wanna say sorry, and apologise because no matter what, the things I do tomorrow will leave people unhappy and sad. I just want you to know that I would not do so if I had a choice, but unfortunately this is the one part of the whole thing that I have to do myself, and the burden that I have to carry with my position.
This night before is the worst night, it gets harder every year, last year was hard enough, but it got infinitely harder this year. But I gotta do what I gotta do, and I have to live with the choices I make. I have one more night before tomorrow, and I hope tonight, that god can show me the way. Please.
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Losing It
Shux. Happened again. Somehow, my boots have ended up completely MIA from the loft, which was where I last saw them, and its realli frustrating, cos I dunno why this has happened to me. Why do i keep losing things, even more so, why do i lose things when its not even my fault? And its not small things that im losing, they are realli realli important things, but somehow, the moment I take my eye of them, they go.
Shux man, I just hope I dont lose the one thing I have spent the whole year waiting for, cos then dat would just pretty much sum up the momentum of losing things which is slowly picking up pace.
But wat to do? Suck thumb, replace it, aiyah. My good mood from yesterday has been ruined by these recent events. All I can say is, in another few hours, the boots would have been missing for 48 hours, and seriously maybe i should report it to thsoe people who put up posters in the MRT, which I should commened (to sidetrack a bit), cos its good to show that although 99% of us dont give a shit, there are still people who do.
But anyways back to the point, all I can say is I hate having this sick feeling at the back of my mind wondering what I will lose next. Its just a 55 buck pair of absolutely normal, nothing-special boots, yet it had to be the one gone.
Always end up asking this question.
Why me?
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