bleeding for u....
This morning i woke up to my mom screaming my head off at my brother, Azizul....realli dont know wat was the prob, but i couldn sleep any longe wif all the noise so i just listened to evrything and well wat i heard realli disappointed me....1) she seems to think dat i blame the world for evrything except myself...
yah well im wrong i guess...cos...well did have a hand in my ns im sure, u noe and i actually chose to be a seargent in the police force...
lots of sense..yes.
2) she referred to me as a failure, saying dat she didnt want my bro to be like me, paying attention to my ECAs to much...and in the end....
hmmm...and to think she could at leats take a bit of pride in me, this has realli left me torn, cos i thought she still had a bit of respect for me....
right....
3) she said she didn like the house being a place for complaining....referrin to me complainin bout work and evrything and taking it out on everybody....
well if the house aint a place to a your thoughts i dont noe where else i can...not like other people dont take their feeling out to the rest of the ppl in the house...
Hypocrites...
4) for once all that my bro said did make sense...but why things will always be like this, and my parents will never be able to solve things is cos of one thing, which i think is prevalent in most elder ppl...
THEY ALWAYS THINK THEY ARE RIGHT.
are dont noe wat it is bout adults but they never fail to amaze me with their degree of arrogance...they think young people are stuck up and all....
but the truth remains that they will never admit they are wrong and see things from their point of view....
and dat will always be my parents' achilles heel....
its just dat when u are an adult, you cannot see things from you point of view....or worse still from your point of view when u were your kids' age...
dats even worse!!!
cos when u were kids, it was so damn different...
sigh...wateva...
I got tution in a while...right now im just coopin myself in the room and thinkin bout stuff as im chatting to jerrard on msn....
more on this when i get angrier....hope dat time doesnt come...
Out.
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