what a week!!
The past few days have been a roller coaster of emotions, Ill try to take you through it lar....Jia Jun
i finally got to speak to her on msn,oh yah i finalli started using msn, and we talked for wuite a while, i was happy that she was happy, but i think i did something stupid....
i apologised to her about the past and all and u noe went into that sort of "its totalli my fault lar" thing and she replied with her "not wanting to think of the past" ....oh well...alright then, hope she didnt get anything too misleading lar...hahaha...let bygones be bygones, now im deeply deeply in lvoe wif uni, and to me dats all dat matters....
OOP
today my opinion of him tok another dip, as i saw him leave all his work to go and suck up to HOT and DY at CGH, he pretended to be concerned and all, but honestly, how can u tell from a man who cant even be botherd bout the men under him, i can see right through that son of a bitch. i noe all that he does has an agenda lar....oh well suit himself lar, to me everyday is a day closer to the end of all this...i just hope someday he will learn lar....
MAJU
This was the biggest headache today lar, things are not going right st maju, and im frustrated, cos coach and mini are pretty much at loggerheads, and i have come to mini's side, and i think now its me and min against ting and coach and all....the problem wif these people is:
They are STUBBORN...okok so am i, but i noe wat and when to be so, im not stubborn all the time...honestly i realli didn see the point in havin the dialog session as long as we get rebutted lar,
and i think from now on just gotta try and think positive and try to change things around...its obvious coach still likes all his old players and is defending them, but im gonna make sure soon everybody works hard lar...dont wanna things to get worse than they already are.
though it is damn hard
oh well when the ging gets tough, the tough get going lar....
Ah Ang's moment of glory...
and i wont be there, gave a damn stupid reason, but as ive said earlier, as proud as i am of him, i still cant bring yself there cos my heart will be in to much pain lar.....sorry cecil, i hope u understand and see things from My point of view....it realli is fighting a losing battle, a cancer eating away at your soul with every passing moment... i hard HElmi signed on cos he got the SAF scholarship...good for him lar, there he is throing and picking up new scholarships, and here i am struggling to pick up the pieces in my life...it sux but i will survive and i will conquer. noone believes but me, but that should be enough.
Uni
uni this is a tribute to you, for keeping me going, even though youre not here, knwoing i have your love is more than enough.
oh well tuesday got game of basketball, realli lookin forward to dat. its late , so late already, prob time to call it a day lar. one hell of a mother-fuckin week comin up...
out.
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