Looking for a light

Work, LP, Phil e man, God = my day

work
hell of a day....hell of a day. I havent been so tired from work since i dunno when(excluding ops of course) today work started around nine and ended at 10, 13 hours in all....we had to rush for the ops order, of course as usual Uncle Chua doesnt make it any better...he didnt give us much time lar, and told me that in th future i should show him the annexes before printing them in mass, of course in his usual condescending tone....well i would of course....IF YOU WERE IN HALF THE TIME!!! sometimes life with uncle C realli sux lar, and toay was no diffrent, after putting in all the effort into the ops order, he just ignored my efforts and put the names of all the regulars in the "credits", sigh some people are so desperate for their moment...hahaha....even listed down the names of those people who didnt even lend a finger....sigh...its so frustrating someimtes, but as much as i just wanna spew out vulgarities at his candy ass, i must learn to control, cos there will always be these sort of people in life....although its kinda sad to be unrecognised and all, i noe for sure that at the end of the day phil will be gettin a PNS commendation, and me? lucky if i dont gt blacklisted lar....ife is so bleargh sometimes but well like Larkin said...
"life is slow dying"
couldnt ring any truer
LP
as we went pass 2030, phil had an idea to put LPon, and this realy kinda woke us up lar,despite being so tired, we jumped around, shouted, did a bit of smash dancing....and best of all threw a raincoat on brother jim as we sang in the end....hahaha!!!phil was right, in times of stress, take a dose of LP as desired...till satisfaction.
Phil e Man
wat can i say bout this buddy of mine?he realli lived up to his name of being "the man" and i am truly grateful for his help...and to think that i actually said he could go home first!! hahaha....and he even gave me a lift home, w/o me askin him....he times we spend doing work and playing the fool will realli stick in my mind forever...haha...sometimes its just like im back in school and i realli enjoy it....Phil has become infatuated with a basketball player from SAC whos well not exactly very old...haha...but "quite gymboyz(pretty)" to him, and he kept repeating it to me today....bout 3679 times i think lar, from lunchtime to work to dinner....non-stop!!! and im supposed to help him lar....funny dude, so infatuated is he...i still rem him sayin he was "in deep shit" as i alighted his family car...oh well as silly as i think it seems, i will try and help him lar....cos we struck some kinda deal....luckily uni's sister is in SAC, at least i have a head start...none theless despite all his unny idiosyncracies, hes always been a great help. tomorrow we'll be watchin absketball again,....and mean girls....cheers Phil e Man!!
God
lately ive been strying off from god, weeks have turned to months and all and i feel rather wel sinful, but the worse thing is dat i cant bring myself to come back to god...been tring but oh welll...god is so impt, but i cant even give him the reverance he deserves....sigh...wt is happeing to me? i feel so aimless so empty nowadays...feels funny....feels scary...ut im intent on reestablishing my reltionship with god at the soonest and get going in my life lar....my only fear, is of God telling me i have run out of time.
= my day

so that was my day, im so tired now, i will go collapse now. Its been a long day. Yes.
But to me it wasnt wasted....my eyelids are drooping........

posted by Me @ 1:02 AM