Monday, July 19, 2004

save me from the nothing i've become!!

sigh......im sorry my brother cecil, i dont mean to lie to you bro, I mean i would want to go to your commisioning parade but well i cant lar.....i realli cant....
i just cant face reality, i just cant look at all of you and tell myself, man i wish i was there...wait a minute....
should be there.....
maybe,
but the most important thing is...
im not.
not a day goes by man....and not a day goes by that i dont look in the mirror and think to myself...wat am i...i am nothing....oh sigh sigh sigh...this will appear so many more times on my blog, maybe i should save it into a template lar....
 
Basketball
today went to play some bball with phil e man, victor and colin...was quite fun, we played amongst ourselves, and we SAs kicked regular ass at first...then me and vic teamed up for some realli good plays lar....but dunno we won or not...haha...then we played with some secondary school guys lar....realli a motley crew,some were interestingly annoying but overall we played some good bball, and most importantly i worked up a good sweat....
Vic is really good lar, hes not skilful utt hes damn full of enthu and i think dats wat realli keeps him going throughout he game....phil is quite power lar, his finishing is impressive, sometimes he doesnt go all the way in chalenging the person, but i realise dat well nobody does except me!! haha....darn it, i guess dats me lar, always trying to work hard to make up for all in what i lack...bro colin is just realli calm lar, and i was quite impressed by his psychomotor skills...maybe cos i underestimated it at first...
however...one thing puzzles me,
why evrybody so polite?
touch a bit - sorry
hit my finger - sorry
step on my foot - sorry
breath a bit - sorry
sigh...and evrything is a foul....
seriously lar, if this guys played soccer...they would be done for....
dont let me even start on rugby.
out.

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