Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Im going under!!!

finally i have time to blog, cos yesterdae had a late night watchin drumline and all....more about things so far.

Uni
Had a wonderful time with uni in the morning yest as she came over, i really love being in her company honestly, and i was glad that I could spend a bit of my day with her, cos its been a while since we had time with each other. ALthough I accidentally spilled some of the oil onto her(right so much for cooking), the rest of the day went well, and I love her more than ever now.

Work
I have finally decided not to care about the Ops Order. I mean wats the point? Want to finish fast but cannot even put it in the effort to stay back and vet. Yes thats you Uncle Chua. If I have to stay back back then I will, no doubt bout it, but beyond that the ball is in his court, if its late its cos of him. He probably is gonna complain if its late, but i dont care.I wont care. Cos its not gonna make a difference.
Secondly, See is getting on my nerves. I think he is realli not cut out for this kinda work, he doesnt use his brain enough sometimes, hes the kinda person who can only work under instruction and doesnt noe how to speed up things when he can, thats why he ends up working harder than he should. Hmm....on 2nd thoughts....Maybe he is cut out for this job.
Honestly sometimes he and brother Jimmy should wake up and smell the coffee, cos the coffee is growing stale, they're being slaved by OOP, and to make things worse, they complicate things to slave themselves. Work hard they do, but def far from working smart. One can only look at how they type e-mails to say this.

Basketball
Yesterdae basketball was frustrating, and I even walked away at the end. I mean I noe i wasnt the most skilled or best player there...in fact I probably was the worst, but it seemed like people just didnt want to pass me the ball, no matter how open I was, Mr C in particular lar....but wtf right...? its just dat I pulled my weight in other aspects of the team hence wanted to do the same during offence lar... but oh well, I walked away kinda disillusioned when I realised as much as I wanted to play in a team, the team just didnt want to play wif me....oh well....They say theres gonna be another session in a week's time, but I may prob just give it a miss.

Oh well dats about it, time is running out for the Preview and all but its ok i dont care, and will not care, cos I realised dats theres no point in caring for something so much when other people dont. I dont wanna be a siiting duck to be used and victimised.

As I said to Yu wei today;
"If there's one thingI learnt about work is that there's  no use standing up for people cos they will not stay up for u. And that goes for everybody."

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