Looking for a light

T-9

Its been a while since I spoke about training, but well here goes. The past week I feel was a good week for training, my only qualm was attendance, and at times I must admit I was so highly frustrated that I thought cancelling training would be a better option. But then, I remembered that the ppl who were present were not the ones to blame, and so decided to train with them. the good thing is that at least concerning the training we were doing, the numbers were ok. Smoetimes I feel things are too disruptive, as in there's too much stuff, and at times, I just wish I could tell someone to like wak up their idea and come for training.

But that has never been my way, and I am proud to say in all this time I have never stopped any girl from leaving the training ground, though I must say I will do so soon if some of them continue with their conduct. Its just that I personally feel that the player should make the decision for herself if she wants to stay on the field. It would be different if they were being paid or something, but since they're not, it would be best if they stayed because they want to, and went because they didnt. At the end of the day, time will always seperate those that will play for the team and those who do not.

But other than that, I find myself being much better organised this time round compared to the last hols. Its tough trying to cope with stuff, and I absolutely resent people coming to me and asking how come I'm so free.

Its not that I am, its just that I make the time dats all.

Of cos not having tuition for the next month and a half will give me that extra time but seriously I need the break, cos after this it will be 10 months straight with about a weeks break at most. So well, I welcome this break, but no the dip in income.

Other than that, training has been great and so has the team. If you guys are reading this, its been a great joy training and interacting with you guys, sometimes I wish this coach-player dynamic wasnt there, but then again, perhaps its meant to be, for now.

Only time will tell.

Out.

posted by Me @ 9:58 PM