I gotta be honest, i think u noe..
For those of u who don't know, I got into major trouble with UNi, this past week, cos she found out about the blog. Ok, I'm sorry guys, even my bro was shocked i didn tell her, and I must admit, it was stupid of me to overlook the major repercussions of not telling uni.
However, after much talking, including 40 min on mine and hers non-free incoming mobiles. Ouch. But it was all worth it, things have never been better between us, I think. I'm realli happy with how th whole thing was resolved, and i was thinking to myself, dat Uni's such a gem for forgiving me after the whole thing. However, for the record, I never meant in anyway to hurt her. Sigh, sometimes I'm a total idiot.
Hari Raya
This year's Hari Raya was a mixed one. I was happy wif the money I got for one, it was much more than I expected. Even my parents gave me some cash, which rarely happens. But anyways the food was amazing as usual, at my maternal grandma's place and everybody was realli happy. However, at my paternal grandpa's house things werent so nice. For one, he and my dad din seem to be talking, and though I was trying my best to try and brighten/ lighten the atmosphere, it din do much good. My mom wasnt saying much either. I guess my dad and mom have not realli a good history with my grandpa and it saddens me. The thing is, when my auntys and uncles later came, everybody was talking so joyfully yet my grandad sat in one corner not saying anything. Sigh. After that i kinda spoke up and asked my dad if hwe would like it if I did the same when I came visiting ten years from now.
I realli pity my grandpa sometimes, the lack of money, the lack of love.... sigh. I realli want him to be happy cos Ive alredy lost one.
Work and Play
Today I brought the PS to work, and we played Winning Eleven in the store. It was realli fun, and despite the stuffiness of the place, at least it brought a bit of a spark to our day. Somtimes work can be realli mundane, so stuf like this does helpp us get through. Props to Gilbert for makina brilliant contraption to hide the PS in. My Wining Eleven has improved, but I think need to tighten the defence.
Anyways we then played basketball outside, and well it was realli fun. Playing basketball is always a pleasure, and the guys in Golf are great to play wif, they dont look down on me despite me being so new to it. As usual, I think my movement was good, but my shooting leaves much much much to be desired. I'm also scared to drive to the basket.
Here I am watchin wining eleven, I decided that if ever I were to take part in amazing race, I would take either of the following ppl...
1) Uni (shes light and I can carry her if shes tired! plus shes realli street smart)
2) Cecil (super strong and fit)
3) Fong ( damn good wif people)
4) Azizul my bro (cos hes my bro and hes damn street smart!)
On a slightly more sombre note, I just want to say a prayer for Pri, her family and her granpa, I realli sincerley hope everything will be ok at the end of the day. Her grandpa is ill, and pri is having her exams, I realli admire her strength in such a time. Pri, take care of yourself and for those around u k? And if anybody stumbles upon this post, please say a prayer k? And keep your fingers crossed.
Stay strong babe.
Alright dats all for now, I thought of stopping this blog cos it made Uni so mad at me. But i guess I can continue it, this time wif her blessings, cos its realli an outlet for me.
Out.
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