Looking for a light

Honey......Its been a long time coming.

Today has been a super tiring day, man, we went to 4 houses in the west and north, and had sanity not prevailed, we would be on our way to the 5th right about now. Luckily, my mom decided we were all a bit too tired, and now here we are at home, lazing around and watching Austin Powers.


Yest night after Maju, I made a trip down to Uni's place, to met her parent officially for the first time, popped by Marks and Spencer to get them something, haha, was quite expensive, but wat the heck rite? Reached her place bout 1955hrs and started talking to her dad, we talked about work and stuf, and thank god we found common ground in NS, and he talked about police and stuff. Uni's mom was busy preparing dinner.

Then we had dinner, had cajun and dory fish. Wow, it was realli nice, and the thing is it was quite healthy too. I loved the kejun fish so much, that i actually cut some to put into my fishball soup. Dinner was fine, I was very careful not to be clumsy or anything, or appear uncouth, which in itself was a feat for me.

Me and Uni's mom talked a lot, which got me kinda worried if I was ignoring her dad. We talked about business, and MNCs, and work, and bosses......Uni told me her mom talked about work 80% of the time. Well it was fine by me, cos i do enjoy talking bout such things actually.

We then sat down again, and I looked at Uni's baby albums, and dat of her mom's and dad's trip to New Zealand. Uni's mom kept encouraging me to go there, and Uni asked if she could go wif me.....haha.....and her mom said nothing.....hehehehe.

After a while, her uncle and aunt came along, so I made my way home. It was an awesome, visit,and well as Uni's mom mentioned, I could come anytime I wanted healthy food. Oh well,then I'll def be there more often.


Pri, grandpa passed away today, and I'm realli sad for her, especially considerin the already great amount of stress she has been facing day in day out at school. I was talkin to Shuli bout the matter and how as a friend, u cant realli do much to help. The feeling of helplessness is esp overwhelming for me, when it comes to pri, who's a close friend of mine.

It also brings back memories of when m own grandpa passed away, all the sadness, the frustration, the helplessness, sigh it was all too much to take at the time. And the worst thing was dat I din even see him draw his last breath, in fact no one did. Talking about it is so horrible. But it just refuses to go away, and it never will. Death comes to all, and its something all of us have to face. The sadness and grief is what hits me most. Evry single time.

Life is slow dying.

You were right Mr Larkin.


Lately me and my smallest brother Amirul have been jamming together. I thought him how to play the piano, well at least the chords and stuff, and wif the help of the drum machine installed in the keyboard we have, we've come up with some decent tunes. We've managed to play "somewhere only we know" and "we might as well be strangers" by Keane. right now we're working on Embrace's "Graity", whose tune I've been humming myself the whole day. Maybe one day I'll put i up or somethin.

Anyways before I go I just want to share a freakin funny story....I was playing the Tennis game on my dad's h/p when I decided to just see his msgs, then I saw a name NORASHAND?(the question mark was upside down btw) but I cant show it here.The msg went somthing like " I love you, see you later.." and I was freakin shocked. Who was this woman? Holy shit I was super speechless. Could it be? Well I din say or act upon it, cos I was afraid that perhaps I was assuming something which wasnt.

So later on at nite i dragged my bro into the room, and told him about it....and he was quite shocked to, till I told him the name.

"That's Mama's handphone lar."

Oh shit. It was. In mymoment of madness, i failed to realise dat NORASHAND? was actually NORAS - HAND?, right...

How stupid did I feel then?

Cock.

Anyways I've gotta change this skin soon lar, the lack of archives and stuff is crappy, and the tagboard is also gone. sigh gotta change it soon. BTW at Uni's place she showed me a movie-cum-slideshow she made using Windows Movie Maker. It was really nice, and the movie was about how the two of us met and stuff, using pics we had taken. It was realli nice. And when I think about how much effort this girl puts in for us, I realli feel extremely lucky.

Out.

posted by Me @ 8:11 PM