Looking for a light

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I am realli bored.

I wish I still had Jem's PS2 to play wif and challenge myself with, but those days are long over. But well, I guess I realli have to try and cherish these times, cos once i get back into the rat race next august there'll be no turning back, more late nights, more early mornings, more depression and a hell of a lot more stress. Yucks.


I like keeping fit. I'm not saying I'm really fit, but I just like exercising and trying to keep myself fit, cos truth is I hate struggling in exercises. After a month's break, (2 weeks ramadhan and 2 weeks raya), I finally went on my first long run yesterdae. As expected I struggled a bit, went really slow at certain points...and I relli hate it. I just ahte he process of trying o regain fitness, I always wished that I was like some people who were naturally quite fit, and din have to worry much about slacking off when not training. For me, I have to keep training just to be fit, and expectedly I can't do it all the time. So whenever I stop, and have to start again, the process of going thru the motions really suck. I'm givin myself about two weeks of long runs before i start proper conditioning in preparation of next jan's division cross country.


My youngest bro Amirul will be leavin for Prague tomorrow night. Bummer. Ihope he realises how lucky he is to have my parentss end him to prague, when I can't even get a lift from my dad sometimes from home to Bedok MRT, just cause its not along the way. Evr since a long time ago, I rekond that Amirul has been my parents' favourites, but I think now they are slowly seeing his true colours, he has been really moody and realli insolent nowadays, and i think now my parents prefer the much mellowed Azrul, though I still am a bit rude at times. Anyways, Prague is supposedly freezing at -5 degrees right now so all the best to him, I'm quite sure I won't survive the weather there, I'm even frozen in a 21 degree seminar room. As for me, I still patiently biding my time wif the UK trip. With the recent inflow of cash, i will now be able to complete my savings for UK by March. Hooray!


I'm still thinkin on whether to invest in the PS with Gilbert. Sigh wat a dilemma, I still have the Malaysia trip coming up. I dunno why but I'm disgusted at myself cos I act like I'm some rich guy, who has money flowin out of his ears. I gotta make a decision soon.

Out.

posted by Me @ 11:28 PM