Looking for a light

Look what youve done....

the title has no bearing to anything, its just that darn jet song thats stuck in my head lar....hehe...today has been a tiring day, had a long long day at work, luckily phil the man was around to assist, realli tough trying to settle the tedious ops order, but itll be the last NDP one im doing so its all good....realli ahd fun wif phil and bert today, we realli are full of crap, but i think i will just die without them around lar....went to watch basketball today again....SAC is realli good! led TKG by 20 points in the first quarter...i found my fave player, no 7, whom I call the horse, cos she kinda looks like one but most imptly is really really hardworking and i respect that, whereas phil cannot get over the SAC No. 9, whom he says is "quite gymboyz"..right phil
tuition was frustrating man...sometimes dunno if she is interested lar, never seen somebody who can dream so much, now im realli thankful mama and baba were so fierce and didnt alowme to stray. They realli made me wat i am today, haha, hmm not sure if its good or bad though....but yah tuition sucked, was waiting for the day to end at 9pm, every minute was like a gazilion hours....bleargh...just got off the phone from uni...
she is really the sweetest!!
shes so amazing...sometimes i feeel i disappoint her by just being myself...
im full of inner demons...
but i pretend and pretend
that im strong, and capable and good n all
when in actual fact...sigh

....look what you've done....
you've made a fool of everyone.....

wednesday should be meangirls day...to all my gymboyz/moo-man at Golf, heres to u guys man....GYMBOYZ!!!

posted by Me @ 1:20 AM