Looking for a light

There's a romeo bleeding, I can see his blood

I promised jerrard that I would use this line to start off my latest blog entry...hahaha...here's for u my man, so let me start...

K-Box

Saturday started earli for me as I, together wif jerrard and jeremy headed to k-box at Parkway for a karaoke session....well it didint start off too well actually. Let me tell u why. Initially me and jerrard wanted to have the session on a friday night, however, in an effort to get more people we decided to shift it to a saturday morning, and actually had the agreement of two other people. So what happened in the end? Well lets just say that family commitments and an animal rights conference interfered. Oh well, I will give these people the benefit of the doubt, but I've learnt my lesson man, from now on gonna ask for a proper answer...no "sounds great!" or 'should be ok!". I think wat pissed me off the most was the fact that we actually took the trouble to rearrange the schedule, and jerrard himself actualli went all the way to orchrad on a fridae night(close to 11) jus to get the membership card from his friend. Some people ah....oh well...

People will always be people. (does dat make sense?)

Anyways singing was fine, I was truly amazed at Jeremy's voice, as i told Jerrard, if I had closed my eyes and listened to him sing, I would seriously think i was hearing jon bon jovi himself. I was utterly impressed to say the least. Jerrard was not bad too, I think we all had a fun time, and that was the most impt thing, though I started off with songs like Bent and Deep Inside of You, eventually carried on to better songs,and even did some linkin park!! Which was real great lar. But most imptly was real happy dat jeremy and jerrard only sang bout 4 chinese songs in the 3 hours plus, when they could easily sing more, with such a wide range at their fingertips.

Props 2 u guys man.

Maju

As usual I left Maju realli pissed and all, for two things;

1) Coach giving an absolutely ridiculous penalty
2) The Malay guys being absolute fuckin idiots

Coach gave a bloody lousy penalty and followed it up wif an even more brilliant argument, if not for the fat dat i had to give him some respecta n i was the discipline IC, i would have continued arguing all the way. I thought terence had a smashing game and coach took it away with a stupid stupid decision. Oh well wateva lar, I just knew dat my intention was to fight for terence and my team...

The malay guys are too much, as they walked off the pitch during the 8 a side we had. There is realli no proper leadership or governance in Maju and dat is wat is realli needed. Their attitude realli stinks, and they are so god damn stubborn. Wat a typical Malay attitude.

And dat is why we will never go far.(Both Maju and Malays)

Wateva, wats the use of caring? Sometimes I feel real guilty for conteplating to quit cos of ppl like damu, jeremy, jerrard, mini , fong and even shufi, who still have the belief in the team....but oh well, its not dat i choose to lar, just convinced to cos of circumstances aorund me...
oh well, will i stay or will i go? hmmm....eveyrbody's guess is as good as mine, im nt sure myself, but i thinkit wil only be a matter of time....but im not gonna leave anyone behind. There are so many good men out there and these guys deserve something man....

Meeting Uni

Meeting uni makes me absolutely glow, she had dinner at my house today and we watched a bit of President's Star Charity. Quite comical lar to be honest. Uni is such a great girl to love and to be loved by! Sometimes u just need someone in your life who will never fail to give you the pick-me-up and that person for me, is Uni. Even though I spent less than 3 hours with her, it was more than enough, though I felt the effects of not seeing her for so long before this. Sometimes I wonder how on earth we met, but oh well, therse are the things we just need to accept and not question. Life right now is realli fucked up, but knowing I have Uni's heart keeps me going.

oh well, dats all for now, still waiting for OOP to approve my leave, f he does itll be a great week, if he doesnt then dats just typical cocked up him. Anyways if u are free give te President's Star Charity a call and donate, cos well I just realised dat though I keep complainin bout life, there are ppl out there who are not so priveleged but just keep looking at that little ray of light in ther darkened sky and believe. So well donate if you can k?

God bless all these fighters. RESPECT.

Out.

posted by Me @ 1:03 AM