Looking for a light

If we hold on together....

Feeling Neglected

I guess ppl are right when they say that University realli determines if a couple "can make it" or not. Lately I've been rather frustrated, owing to the fact that Uni is forever busy wif everything else. I'm glad she is enjoying herself, fully immersing herself in the university experience, but well I do feel neglected from time to time. But its ok lar....i think the major cause of break-ups owes to the facts that one side cannot accept the changes in the other and both refuse to give in...thus leading to a conflict and a vicious cycle which ultimately leads to a break-up and two lost souls...oh well both me and uni can be pretty hard-headed but im gonna play it cool this time around lar...give her the space she needs. But i think Ive gotta talk to her soon about it anyways.

Back to the Drawing Board

After the outing with the class last Sunday, I remember an instance when Pri came up to me and asked me bout my music and how it was all going. I think it realli flicked a switch inside me, dat ppl do indeed care for my music. Again on Monday she asked me again and even started quoting the lines from "one last dance". What an amazing thing to hear. I felt realli uplifted that, yes, there were ppl out there who care for my music, and better still ppl like pri were actualli waiting for me to come up to a sequel to "On the back of cigarette boxes". So I started putting in the effort again and yesterdae after much thinking and playing around wif chord progressions, I managed to coin the first verse and chorus line of a song I titled "this empty room", which is of course is a kind of more dramatic look at how things are at work. 3 songs done....hope to write 4 more in time to come. I think the most satisfying feeling is singing it and hearing ppl actualli catching on much like my bro did yest.

Oh well that's all for now, in office on the brink of another 24hour work-day till tom afternoon followed by a tution session with Syafiqa. Wonder how she did for the tests. I'm afraid to find out though.

Btw,
Yesterdae Pri told me that she and shul noticed that me and jun still look good together. Oh well.
Let Bygones be bygones.

And I realised i dont have time for ppl like jah who need a shoulder cos I got uni around whom I need to care for. Sigh, its so hard to be everything to everyone.

Till later.

Out.

posted by Me @ 9:26 AM