Looking for a light

Things really came to a head yesterday, as I was driving home, I kept toying with some stupid thoughts in my head that haven't surfaced for hmmmm the past 5 years I would say. Guess that I'm just realli tired of so many things, and more than anything else I am severely disappointed.

Thankfully I had a shoulder to lean on, and it realli made it clear to me as to what was realli important. Sometimes it can be hard and lonely, and having Beng last year was a Godsend cos he realli helped me thru things. Unfortunately this year is not the same, but I believe to a certain extent, in terms of my support system its def better.

Well, important thing is dat I'm up now, and even though I still don't feel 100 percent, I still think this is something I must finish, even if it saps me to my bone, I need to finish it.

Out.

posted by Me @ 10:17 AM