SOmetimes I realli wonder if I can be a good elder brother at all. Today came home, and was on the phone with KR when my dad started shouting at my brother, I asked KR to hold on, and asked my dad what the problem was. It seems that he was asking my brother to do something, which had to be done immediately. and my brother refused to budge even though it would take less than 30seconds of his time.
In frustration, I went to do it myself, and I kept asking is the reason why my brothers are like that is cos I wasnt or rather am not a good elder brother. I think nowadays I am a lot less rebellious and am willing to spend more time with the family. Funny though, my brothers are so different. One is missing 95% of the time, he rarely comes home, and supposedly has to stay in even though he is a clerk at a nearby army camp. The other is always rude to my parents and has no respect for people's belongings. I guess I shouldnt be saying all this here, but heck I guess better than holding it in.
I guess I wish I could be a much more successful person who is worthy of being respected, but oh well, its ironic, yet rather common that sometimes you seek solace and reassurance from people you leats expect it from. And the people who give a damn most about you are sometimes ironically not the people you expect to. But its fine. I have come to realise that God blesses all of us in different ways, and cant take things for granted. He makes our paths cross, guides us with His hand to make decisions, for very apt reasons. And its up to us to recognise opportunity when we see it, and do our best with whateva we have.
Dats all I am gonna say, I know tomorrow will be a better day.
Out.
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