Daffodils
Past two days have been great, to be honest Im realli drained right now, but I cant complain, cos I feel realli fulfilled. I guess somethings can realli restore the faith in you in so many ways. Im just glad I took the time to do it, and haiz, I dunno what to say but then sometimes I realli feel unworthy of things given to me, and its only lately that I am realli counting my blessings.
I remember in the past, how spoilt and ungrateful and arrogant I was, always thinking like the whole world only revolved around me. I dont think Im an angel right now, but Im glad my journey over the past few years, starting in NS until now, has realli been able to put things into perspective.
Even now, most of the time, I must admit despite how I carry myself, there are still certain doubts which linger, as I ask myself if I am realli worthy of the things that are given to me, especially of late.
BUT, I think most imptly, I believe that things happen for a reason, and if the chance comes, grab it with both hands, accept it and run with it.
Hmm, very random, I know, but realli not in the mood to write very cohesively so just going with what I got in my head.
On a last note, I think sometimes most of the problems and worry I feel is cos I feel that I need to help everybody and keep everybody happy.
But now, I realise that saving you is more than enough, just as you save me.
Dats all for now, i know this sounds crap, but I honestly miss class cos of the short week this week.
Out.
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