Looking for a light

I feel very disappointed in myself because I cannot get the best out of you, we've known each other for so long, yet I cannot do it, and I don't know why, and I guess that's just something I need to accept and live with, just that I am so disappointed, and its not a nice feeling to have. I remember Mr Tan, and how he changed me from being a complete ass of a player, to the captain of a championship winning team, he got the best out of me, and he changed the way I played soccer. Well he didn't change it completely, but he allowed me to use my strengths, and added more dimensions to my play, so that I became a better player.

Sometimes I seriously doubt myself, as to how I can bring the best out of you.

It really hurts when I can't, and I dunno how much harder I can try.

Out.

posted by Me @ 12:50 PM