Looking for a light

I was thinking for much of today, what Superman's real superpower was. Was it his speed? Was it his strength? I think that wat makes him superman, is that even though he was saving the world, he never once asked to be saved himself.

With every passing day, I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders, having to bear so much, and unwilling to let it drop off my shoulders, cos I know that nobody else should deserve to carry it but me. I have all the energy to do so much, yet I cant seem to get the fortitude to type it all down, cos its just so tiring for me.

I know some of you are reading this, and I hope you understand where I am coming from. I am not hoping for pity nor affirmation or any shit like dat, im just saying wats on my mind. So buzz off.

I ask myself, how the hell do you try and stay positive when all you wanna do is tell everybody to fuck off?

Out.

posted by Me @ 10:58 PM