Monday, January 14, 2008

Had Just About Enough

Seriously, I am realli thinking whether I have enough energy for this. Somteims I realli think dat Im not made to do this, and the whole night (or at least most of it after 8) has been spent thinking about whether all this shizz is realli worth it. Do I realli need this?

I dont know I realli dont.

I havent been this angry or frustrated for a while. And somehow whats even more worrying is i havent felt this mentally tired in a long long while. I am just realli hanging on. I cannot believe this has to happen tonight, and I am so mentally drained but I have so much school work to do. Its ridiculous realli.

Its getting realli to a point where I dont see what I am getting out of this whole thing except for heartache.

Things have to stop, and Id rather they stop NOW.

Fuck it, seriously, go ahead call me emotional, suddenly I've realli stopped giving a damn.

Out.

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