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Lately have been trying to keep fit cos of the bloody OFI course dats coming up, I guess its a blessing in disguise to actually have something to work to, and running has been good, pace has been good, and my breathing is improving.Sometimes I ask myself why I cant say the things that I wanna say, sometimes in the desire to protect people, you have gotta absorb everything in, which sux realli, but I think as an older, so claled more mature and experienced person (which I cant realli say I am), just gotta bear with it, but I wonder come the 29th if the truth will spill out, I dunno and I dont want it to, but there are just somethings which I cannot hold on to much longer. But can try I guess.
Other than dat, things have been fine, a bit stressed out from the very hard 1 1/2 months ahead, I would say its the most challenging in the academic field, with so many things to handle, I just hope I can pull through and maintain the correct standards.
Sometimes I also feel that im poking my nose where Im not suppose to, but its never cos of something bad? Am I being a control freak? Perhaps. But I promised myself that I wouldnt let you leave the team feeling like you could not use anything to apply later on in life, I just hope you will communicate yah, cos as much as I am suppose to, I dont like to be on the outside looking in.
Out.
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