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Past few days have been a rush, had a whole day of soccer starting from the morning with the girls and then later watching the Singapore match at the stadium. overall it was a nice day, tiring but fulfilling I felt. Although I was travelling everywhere.

Also I caught a bit of Tyra banks show, and i dunno why but I always think that she is such a fake and tries to copy Oprah, u noe down to the set up, the things she talks about, the manner in which she speaks, the audience, etc. etc. Not much orginality. Then again I think its not realli her fault cos Oprah has set such an overwhelming standard that anybody after her will just be considered a poorer imitation. But still I think Tyra's show seems just too fake and she looks like shes trying too hard. perhaps its just an impression of her I have cos of her self-promoting ways in ANTM.

Other than dat, the results of the Os are coming closer and I am getting nervous, i guess just the prospect of losing somebody is realli scary, I thought I had put this to rest back in 2000-01 during my own results but well now its like evry year its like dat. Then again I signed up for this so just gotta bear with this. I guess I just dont like the uncertainty of everything.

Other than that my shoe has completely fallen apart, and I do not have any boots, not very good to start off with for coaching, so I better get some soon, waiting for the last few bux of my pay to come in first. I also realised that I am damn bad at asking for pay, and as a result ppl always take their own sweet time to pay me, cos I have not in 4 years now, asked anybody for payment yet, just wait and wait till they remember. maybe i should learn to be a bit more assertive when it comes to this.

Also, its been like coming to 3 weeks now and I have not broken my coaching resolution yet. I'm beginning to surprise myself. haha.

Oh and last but not least, there was an attempted break in at my neighbours place yesterday, and my dad, who was already super paranoid (we have 4 locks for our gate and door) , fixed up a security camera, haha. Also I noe who the culprits are well at least I noe where they are from, and the school is beginning to piss me off because they have no control over their students.

Out.

posted by Me @ 9:59 AM