High-Low
The past week has been one of highs and lows, highs upon the release of the PAE and realising I have most of the new gen of players intact, at least for the next 6 weeks, and lows upon realising that I still lost some of the players, whom I wish could be part of the team. Lows also because I lost them as usual to the usual avenues I usually lose players to. Unbelievable.Lows because of the display put up by the team, hurts me so much to keep scolding the girls, I dunno how much I scolded Jing Jing until I think her face is in a permanent cramped emotion, I havent heard her pop a joke the whole week. Scolded some of the girls till they were tearing already, but I dont think I have much choice, because of the need to get the point across. I guess I could be nice and all, and we could all be good friends, the sad case is that I cannot, because I do not want the same thing to happen last year....no use elaborating on what it is anyways. I guess dats always the dilemma on coaching, when you want to be liked by your players, but at the end of the day your professional obligations turn you to do otherwise.
I realli wish I could be nicer, but for the time being, its just not something I wanna be, its just me, just the way I HAVE to be. This is unfortunately Azrulnizam coaching. Change it and I will be just bark with no bite. Bleargh.
Realli feel like crap now, and the man u match is tomorrow some more. Aiyah....
Well, this coming week will be an important week, and its time for ALL of us, myself, the team, the coaches...to prove ourselves.
Out.
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