Looking for a light

Ain't Nothing But a Heartache

Looking Back

As I sit here, under the comfort of my orange study light, i look back at the past week. It was hell of a hectic one, and I just wanna say thanx to my Ops Units mates, who helped me thru it. ALl of us are realli hoping to catch the match on Sunday. i satyed backtill one on thrusday and friday,even escaped workto go for a quick tuition before heading back to station. I rem being so tired, i simply gave Amira some work and closed my eyes as i rested my head on the table. sigh, felt real guilty. Then saturday was equally hectic. Tuition at 9. Work from 11-4. Soccer at 5. Thank god i had time to catch the match, despite feeling crappy for abandoning mymates at work. But i guess i just needed the break.

Today was initially chaotic to begin with, didnt have a nice time at all. Was upset, stressed at times. but i glad managed to pull thru. I think at the end of the day, which im sure phil and ah vin will agree, this Ops,no matter how stressful it was realli pushed us all. And despite all the fatigue and shit we felt, i felt that we became better ppl and learnt so much, instead of the normal shit that happens. Al because OOP,that stupid son of a bitch isnt around. Im so happy.Really the past month has been great without him, and today i think all three NSFs proved our worth. Even though maybe nobody saw it, i recognise it in myself and more imptly the other two NS guys beside me. Wat would Ops unit do without us? haha.

Stubborn Adults

I swear as adults get older, they became more stubborn. Today i treid to release the men into their buses sector by sector, only to see them rush to the buses the moment i said "Sector 1, Sector 1, only. Only. Please proceed to your buses." Wateva. haha, but well, i think it was a good learning experience. I swear though, sometimes i hate the fact that someday i might just or prob turn into them. LOL

Maju

Maju is seeing a change with Mini's indefinite hiatus. Damu immediately got going getting Ben into the organinsing committee. And i think we're gonna see something pro-active soon. we played inthe rain this week, and most of the time i was sliding and slipping around. Haha. But i loved it! Soccer come rain or shine.

How many times has this happened to you?

how many times have u been in the situation where two guys u noe are planning to go out, and they talk about it, and then realsie u r around, ask u along? Haha, not dat it hasnt to me. I rem getting ready to get a lif from Damu after maju, and he was talking to Haresh bout going to watch movie. Then Haresh wanted to talk tome and he asked me if i wanted to come. Initially i said i was busy. then i asked him "Seriously, i noe your asking cos im aorund, and you wouldnt have done so if i wasnt right? "....Predictably , Haresh agreed. Not dat im angry or anything, nothgin like dat realli, just dat i realised not many ppl would have asked that question no matter how glaring it may be....Sometimes we humans are just too diplomatic, if dat is what u can call it. Then again, if someone were to ask it and get angry over the expected answer, then he's a bloody cock.

this wek is time to catch up on everything i missed, all the returns, sending stuff to PHQ. Yikes, wats even worse is OOP, motherfucker, is back in town. Oh well, here's to surviving.