Looking for a light

Everything

Finally I have time to draw a breathe.

What a past 3 days I've had, with the camp and all, and prior to dat running around everyday till almost 11 to look for boots. Oh and by the way, yesterday night I actually dreamnt that we found Nat's boot and I was holding it in my hand. It was rather small, but i was so bloody happy. Then I woke up with a smile on my face which kinda faded quickly when I realised still havent go it. But dont worry mon, I will sure find the pair, even if I have to go out of the country. Thanx for the patience.

Anyways, it was a realli tiring and trying time for me, I had to put aside so many things that this coming week is actually even worse cos of all the things that I have to pay back, starting from 1320hrs, but ok lar, I got about one more hour to catch my breathe before double session of tuition all the way to the night.

I feel that the camp could not have been done if ah beng wasnt around to help, in a million ways, all the way to the camps last moments, when things come to a head. So I have Ah Beng to thank for everything, JESPER MOTHER BAIK!!!!

Other than dat, I dunno for myself, I have mixed feelings about certain things and stuff, Im happy for the team, and I think all of you are fantastic individually and as a team. Indeed Together Everyone Achieves More. I also have all of you to thank for always trying your best, and Im sorry for all the mistakes made, I noe some ppl din agree with stuff which happened, but what happened in camp I shant mention here. But I realli am deeply deeply sorry for my inadequacies. I shant attempt to justify anything instead I just wanna apologise and say that I will do better if given a chance next time I promise.

But I just wanna say that the team always does me proud, gives me my daily fix of being high, being proud. People who know me well enough that everything is not so well in other aspects of life, but dats for me to solve. But each time I come for training and spend I just know that its all worth it. So yep, all of you guys, VJSG and Beng, you guys mean everything, and yeah at this moment seriously everything to me over here. I wish that all you guys will live your dreams cos it means that I would have lived mine.

Yesterday, in the middle of all the hustle and bustle of racing, I took a moment to draw my breathe at Jln Besar. Brought back a lot of memories, and I pray and hope we will see it again.

Dont Emo?
Hmmmmmm....

Out.

posted by Me @ 11:52 AM