Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Thanx Adolf

Just came home not an hour ago to find that adolf was dying, his body was cold and he was barely breathing.

Uni was over moments later, but adolf didnt make it, just as azizul was bravely attempting to comeback all the way from Yio Chu kang and Uni was getting ready to bring him to the vet. Im realli realli sad now, as in extremely cos over the past 9-10 days me and adolf have had a kinship, and even though its been just 9-10 days, i never had a better kitten, and will never have one as well, i remember him always trying to cuddle up to me, and lying in my lap when I was doing my work. Dats adolf. Uni is crying now, but i refuse to cos I have to be strong for her. Inside im hurting though, but its ok. Uni is most impt.

Alwyas the noisy one. How things turn around. Now Musso is lonely and he was always the one who tried to cover adolf, in recent days to make sure A wasnt cold. I think he feels lonely now, rather docile, I hope we can do something to bring Josef over.

Adolf, I believe died of "fading kitten syndrome" which is usually attributed to inherent defects at birth. I realli firmly believe I have done all that I can do, but somehow being away at training thso few critical hours where I wasnt around, was what counted. But its realli nobodys fault, i think such things happen, just sad dat it had to me.

But most imptly, when i volunteered to take them in, I did so fully knowing that they may die in my care. So this is what I have to face, and I accept it.

Out.

Here's to you adolf. Thanx for everything.

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