Looking for a light

Past few days have been crap. And it all kicked off wif the game on Sat, which I got very frustrated over, not because of the team performance overall actually, but because of lackadasical performances from certain people, and individual mistakes from others.

But after going back and contemplating and stuff on the way back(actually walked for about 45mins to clear my head), I realised all this frustration stems from something inside myself, I guess that desire to over-achieve is something that I have failed to rid off. Maybe I am just being unrealistic, maybe success is not realli an option?

I dunno, but I wanna belive so much dat it is, I wanna belive that we can do this, and do it right. But well, can it realli be done? Hmm.... I guess after all the hard work that EVRYONE has put in, we just dont wanna fail. Nonetheless,I hope that we all have leant something from Saturday, and that its back to the drawing board for me, some good things came out actually but there were more bad things that need to be solved.

Back to the drawing board man.

Out.

posted by Me @ 8:08 PM