Looking for a light

hello all.

I was thinking about putting in a realli long entry, but well lets just see how far i go.

Today was the cut, and seeing Dorcas cry has relli broken my heart. I also forgot to mention Viv's name, and well to cut a long story short, it was a massive miscommunication and assumption on everybody's part which led to the whole predicament. But anyways, I would never cut Vivian lar, not unless she is severely injured or punches me in the face, which well was close to happening today. I tell you how the whole hing unfolded was so cock up i dunno whether to laugh or cry, will have to tell everybody on Wednesday.

Anyways cutting ppl hurts lar, i hate being a dream taker, i wanna help people live their dreams and not take it away from them. Seeing Dorcas cry realli hurt me lar, as in she is so desperate in the team, yet other ppl wif more talent can just give the chance up as in they are more talented but dont have 1/2 the heart. Realli dunno what to say man.

Today has been a bad day for coaching. FIrst the cut, second Viv telling me how some players hate me, third certain quarters bitching about other ppl. Aiyoh, I have to seriously reevaluate my position on this whole thing in the coming year, dunnoe if im made for this kinda stuff.

Well time will tell soon enough, im not the sort to throw in the towel, but sometimes i think its just good to walk away, dats just how the cookie crumbles rite?

Out.

posted by Me @ 10:38 PM