Looking for a light

This past few days have been rather complicated cos of the soccer politicking going in the team and it sux. Its a long story n I'd rather not talk about it. Btw, FYI I'm actually referring to the VJ team 01-02, m y team. Politics and tension was bloody non-existent in our time back for the team, yet recently it reared its ugly head and I am realli evry disturbed by it, although after some damage control I have managed to perhaps reduce the tension in the situation.

I guess doing the Biz has realli taught me how to read ppl, and how to influence them in the right ways, how to make sure that both of you are in the same page and ths able to comunicate better, and for dat I am grateful.

So well, WQ has finaly handed over the reins of the team to me, and suddenly, I feel a bit of pressure. Ok I'm lying, I do feel a lot of pressure. One of the reasons why is cos I do get a feeling taht the girls don't really like me dat much. Well, not dat liking me is the most important, but well I don't realli noe if they respect me enough. I mean, for a start I'm called by my name! Which is fine, although I would prefer if the line were drawn clearly betwen coach and friend. Coach on the field, friend off it.

Today I was about to ask my mom if she could sponsor me with the network card for my laptop. However, the mere mention of it led to a lecture by my mom about me going to the sales and buying network cards then. So i stopped short, and turned away, without asking her about it. Its gonna cost me a good 100 bux plus, so well, its gonna burn a bit, but wat the heck lar, just have to work harder to make ends meet. Its possible. Maybe one more tuition job would help.