Looking for a light

One thing I've learnt in the past tow months is dat setting goals is really impt. But wats more important is acting upon it. Lotsa people wanna be this, or be that, wanna do x in y amount of tinme, but the difference is whether they act on it. Most do at least start, but plenty get discouraged soon enough. I guess persistenec is really the key if you wanna achieve something, and I must say taht I'm a rather determined person, but somehow, in the past when it came to other things, like studies, I just din realise the importance of it till too late. Oh well, now I have to live with it.

I think the only situation where persistence may not work is with girls. It'll prob make things worse cos u may come across as being desperate. Such complicated beings girls are, don't even get me started.

One of the things that I've learnt in the month of March is how much fo a hero my mom is, shes stood for me when it mattered most, and I appreciate it. And her support for me throughout the past two months has been nothing short of remarkable, especially when i regarded her initially as being a skeptic. Perhaps she saw wat only a mom can see, that is, my true intentions in working hard.

Yes, I wanna put myself through university.

But more importantly, I want to put my brothers into even better ones, and I want my mom and dad to have one less burden ASAP.

I also realised that my dad forms part of the increasing group of people whom i begin to see more and more off everyday, people who talk the talk, but dont walk the walk. People who say they can do it, but will not do it. People who wanna reach the top of the monutain but dont even bother to set foot on its base. I guess at times I was like these people, and still am, but least i think I'm doing something about it.

Sometimes, I feel that my dad has so much more to offer in his life, but he just din wanna act on it, and doesnt want to now. Sigh.

But i wanna let him live his dreams, just gotta live my own first and prove to him that it CAN be done.