Looking for a light

Ok now i really have to get 3 specific problems of my chest, so world please hear me.

Father

I reali dunno what the hell is my dad's problem, I havent spoken to him in days, forever pulling a grumpy face, thinking the whole world is against him. What the??? I mean seriously, today i was talking to my grandma, and she mentioned how he never gave rides unlike my late grandad who will always take the trouble to send people. Dats the reason why i feel so cock taking rides from other people, cos keep assumin other people are like my dad.

Today, i asked him if he would pass any postbox on the way to work. And he said no. Can u imagine from tampines to thomson, no postbox? seriously there was one just abut 100 m down the road just dat he would have to u turn back to get on course which comes up to an extra 200m, but he din help. Thanx.

And he's always bad towards uni, i mean shes our guest and he can still put on a fucked up face.
Seriously ah, sometimes im glad my mom wears the pants. I hope god doesnt strike me down for this, but seriously lar...

Partner

Lately i havent had the best of times with Uni, i must admit im def 110% to blame for dat. Im doing so many things wrong, but somehow i just insist on doing it. Dunno why, ok lar maybe i do but why i cant stop myself is a cock question dat i have failed to answer thus far. But ikm sick and tired wif making so many mistakes in this r'ship cos i want it to work out no matter what. Uni also has a tendency not to say whats wrong so i have to figure and deal wif it. Sigh.

Friends

I've learnt a lot, i've grown frustrated and hell i feel quite crappy at times. "Friends" are driving me mad, sometimes i wonder why i bother to have so many, if i could survive with just one person as a friend, i wouldnt mind. Sigh. DOnt wanna say too much in case i rub some jabronis the wrong way.

Am trying so so hard, maybe too hard at times.

Out.

posted by Me @ 10:54 PM