O simple thing...where have you gone?
As I woke up this morning at about 0255hrs, I switched on the TV to a stratling score. 3-0 to Man U. And it was only about half an hour into the match. And guess who scored, Wayne Rooney, the mercurial 18-year-old, twice in the space of the first half hour. Brilliant. It was 3-0 at half-time and i decided to switch channels, only to find out I missed out on a Fernebache goal a minute into the second half. I was beginning to get the feeling I wasn't meant to catch the match. Nonetheless soon enough Rooney struck again with a brilliant free-kick. I was surprised his older, more-experienced team-mates allowed him the luxury, especially since Giggsy had been taking free kicks since Becks went. Just goes to show the confidence they have in his abilities.....
Final score: Man U 6 Fernebache 2
Wayne Rooney Hat-trick
And as he walked off, wearing a Fernebache jersey the wrong way round, it sank into me, this guy, was after all still a kid. And there he was, standing on the greatest stage on earth, The Theatre of Dreams.
Is it worth it?
Today I questioned myself if everything I was doing, the aims that I wanted to reach, the energy I put in into stuff was it all worth it? Have you ever asked yourself dat? Is it worth it to keep your spirits up and keep doing your best, keep trying to overachieve, keep trying to jump across a bottomless pit, trying to reach a greener pasture, yet knowing the slightest doubt will leave u plummeting to the bottom...Is it worth it going through the whole range of emotions daily, trying to grapple wif your inner demons, when...at the end of the day, the very reason you do all dat for lets you down. I dunno, I always tell myself its worth it, but some times, i just force myself to believe in it. Its rather confusing at times....oh well...i think I just confused myself further...
I guess the impt thing is at the end of the day, to be happy.
But the skewed strange thing is, if you havent already noticed....dat the only way u can be happy, is for the ppl around you, the people you care for to be happy.
I guess Priya was right when she was talking about it, and I can empathise with her fully. It takes a whole lot of courage to do what u want, and not what others want of u. It really takes a hell lot of courage man....which I must honestly say I do not possess at the moment.
Pri, its def easier said than done babe. You're right.
O simple thing, where have u gone?
I'm getting older I need something to rely on.
Out.
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