Looking for a light

For Crying out Loud

There are lots of things that a person may feel but I think one of the worst things one can feel is helpless. You do everything you can to ensure that something doesn't happen. but in the end it still happens? What can you do, you cannot wish it didnt happen, because it already did. You cannot reflect about what you could have done better, because you did as much as you possibly can. You look for someone to blame, inclusive of yourself, and you cant even seem to find blame in yourself, although it may not feel better blaming yourself, at least you know you can improve next time.

What the fuck man. My bike wasnt even one month old and now its gone. I parked it at Glendalough Station, at the proper bike rack, between a train station and a bus interchange. The human traffic there was significant. I locked both wheels, yes both wheels of the bike, and I looked at the rest of the bikes on the rack, mine was definitely not the most fancy one around. I went off for two and a half hours in the city and when I came back, it was completely gone. I didn't know what to say and I don't know what to think as well.

I realli dont have luck with vehicles, it was worrying at first, but now its just fucking depressing. (in an effort to blame myself, this is what I have to say)

Out.

posted by Me @ 6:10 PM