Looking for a light

Since Diva bout a week ago, there has been some bad blood going around, but honestly I can't be bothered even though VJ was well somewhat involved. I kinda expected it anyways so its no big deal, anyways there's no point reacting to it cos' it won't change anything. So I shall reserve whatever comments I have except to say that I saw it coming cos well, ppl will be ppl.

Lately, work has been shit, seriously the amount of readings this term has been cock up, damn thick readings, and an early assignment submission date to boot. I cannot wait to finish up these assignments so I can take a breather. plus, coaching course coming up also. Die Die. What a difference this term has been, I barely have had time for my 360, compared to the June Holidays, basket.

Sometimes i'm realli tired from all this, especially with the team and the man-management needed. Seriously I think from my experience in NS and during captaincy in VJ proved to me that man-management was not easy. But still manageable.

But but but....woman-management is bloody hard, seriously, I don't mean to sound sexist, of which I'm not (women are impt. to me ok....) but dealing with so many different emotions, reactions, sheesh, I wish sometimes women were more cognitive in nature, but well God made them a certain way, and I just have to accept it. But whatever it is, its realli hard, dealing with all the women in my life thus far, surprisingly my mom has been easy to deal with, and she has rarely had a bad word to say to me for the past few months. Which is good, cos she is realli impt. But all the others? Man......seriously, my patience is wearing thin. However of course, this is only to certain individuals and not to all in general.

haha, that being said, I mean its something that I've learnt to deal with in the past few years, actually since I entered VJ (which was a baptism of fire). So i guess its a good experience trying to deal with the opposite sex, especially the difficult ones. I'm still learning, and will continue learning, important thing is I don't give up.

Yet.

Out.

posted by Me @ 12:32 PM